One of the hardest parts about anxiety is how much stress we put on ourselves. There are countless times throughout the day that I am focusing in on something that isn’t important. There are times in the day when I have to tell my body to relax, to bring my shoulders down from up at my ears. There are also days when my depression and anxiety are playing tug of war with my body and I feel used up and sore. My body goes through physical strain because of my mental battle. During the worst times, I would struggle to get out of bed. I would feel like there was no point in trying to get better because I would just have to start over the next day. An endless, looping cycle that seemed to have no positive benefit other than making my mind and body stop for a couple minutes.
When I was first told about self-care, or rather when I first read about it, I was hesitant on the idea. What would one day of care do for me when I was miserable every day. How could a self-care day change how I’m feeling at all, let alone for a long period of time. I said it was dumb, pointless and not worth it. When I’m sad I’m just going to stay in bed and not doing anything. Then I actually tried a self-care day. I wasn’t feeling anywhere near my worst, but I was stressed with my job and other issues and staying in my room all day was making me more and more anxious. I said that I’d give self-care days the old college try. I put on some comfy clothes, hit up a Starbucks and got my favourite drink and then went to the library. I got a couple books out and then went to a bakery right down the street to get some fresh bread for dinner and a scone for my breakfast the next morning. I meandered from shop to shop, soaking in the sunlight and feeling the bustle of my neighbourhood begin with the good weather. It’s a feeling I haven’t forgotten in a year, and it’s a feeling I love to recreate.
These days aren’t always about spending a lot of money and going out. Sometimes it can be little and sometimes it can be big. There are so many ways to self-care, and it can all be personalized to you. Self-care days should also not be done too often because once you overdo it they aren’t as special.
I’ve put together some ideas for self-care days, and some of my favourite things to do. Next time you have a bad day at work, come home and try out one of these things, or wait until the weekend and have a whole day to do it. Next time your anxiety is spiking, take a step back and do three deep breathes and then spend a couple hours focusing on yourself. If you don’t put yourself first, no one will, it’s up to you to keep yourself healthy.
**while self-care days can, in fact, be staying in bed all day, I try to stay away from those days for the most part. For one, when you do spend that one day in bed say every two months or so it makes it so much more relaxing! And two I think a great thing about self-care is getting up and going outside. You’re getting fresh air, doing some exercise and getting away from screens which can be a drain on our mental health a lot of the time.
Self Care Days
@Home
- clean your room
- get a healthy snack/meal
- light a candle/ spray something pretty
- do your nails/ a face mask
- pick your favourite thing to do on the internet; Pinterest, Netflix, Youtube
- put away all the things that are triggers and are upsetting you (anything from an ex, work)
- do something silly or weird; sing into the mirror, jump on the bed, dance with your pet! Have fun with it
@Going Out Alone
- wear your favourite outfit
- make a playlist before you go out
- try doing something you wouldn’t be able to do with other people
- movie you want to see, shopping at different stores
- buy yourself something; food, clothes, new candles, a book etc
- go ice skating
- go to a park /feed some ducks
- read by the beach
With a loved one
- hang out with someone that will be non-judgmental about your feelings
- make sure you do something that you want to do
- avoid triggers or place that will upset you
- Sweat! Go to a gym class, out dancing or on a bike ride at the beach
- grab a coffee and talk about how you’ve been feeling
Self Care Every Day
Carving out self-care days is incredibly important, but what is also important is carving out time every day for yourself. It can be the smallest thing like petting your dog or taking a bubble bath and listening to your favourite music. There are a lot of things that you can be trying. Sometimes self-care means making sure you drink more water and to cut out the soda. Self-care is extremely personal and targeted toward what you really need. So if you can’t dedicate a whole day to yourself, take 10 minutes and do something that will make you feel better.
Challenge!
For your next couple self-care days, why not try making them for a specific part of your life that you feel has been lacking a little bit? Take one of the 8 Dimensions of Self-Care and see which one is the weakest for you. Then try making a self-care day (or moment) about that dimension. For example; as a young person who has just started learning about savings, and investments I took a whole day to learn and organize my finances. It was able to give me peace of mind about the future as well as a schedule on how I would be saving my money.
Happy self caring!